Laugh It OFF

Why is there a rain after a blackout? Why do we intend to be so happy while we are not. does everything has to start with 'Why' in my life? i really don't know what to do about it. Everything used to be so damn easy at start but now i could see why People call it Life. Its so damn hard.. All i could see in my life is stress, huge responsibility. I don't want to live this way. They tore me away inside out. First they took over my soil, and now my fucking soul is Dead. I have got no soul for anyone now, i have sold it to the Devil. Give me a gun man, i want to shoot everyone to Death. Everyone's now a hypocrite, fucking around for fortunes. You want to live a Normal life but this fucking corporates takes over. I want to run as far as i can but no, you go on putting up boundaries and killing over the head. Why is everything so complicated. Fuck man i want to be the same as you are, we are all same, don't shove me aside like you don't care. I will come after your fucking ass and bomb on you. I am a free man, i have got someone to look after you also man, but test me i will fucking join with Taliban and fucking kill all of you. I planned my whole life to be someone, if not someone than atleast somebody in this crowd where i can have my own life, where i can have my own face in the white book. I have got nothing man. not even to prove i belong to this country. Bless me Lord or i will do what you will not want me to do. Peace!!!